01.07.11

I am writing this when I am in the office. Yeah, I am working now, as an intern, in CIMB  Bank. Haha.. This was written in the office, but posted in my room. I cannot access internet at my workplace, only the intranet. So whenever I am bored, or lazy to do my job, I will just go to the CIMBNet, read the blog by MY CEO, Dr Nazri. He is the brother of our prime minister oo.. Today I feel like writing something, instead of reading the CEO’s Blog.


I recall back to the past, and felt that how fast the time past (I think the time pass slowly
la now =p)
It had been 8 years I “become” a Christian. 8 years I know God, and accept Jesus Christ as my personal savior. It was wonderful experiences how I get know to God and how I received Jesus Christ as my personal savior. Really thanks God for giving me this opportunity. Really thanks Him for His guidance and blessing. I remembered 4th April 2003, which is the most important day in my life, even much more important than my
birthday. This was the day I received Jesus into my life, be my personal savior. Every year, I will spend time praying and thanks God for His guidance of the year.


I have no reason why I wrote this today. Just suddenly feel of sharing all these with myself. To remind myself how great God is, how blessing I am and how minor I am. Without God, I cannot go through many things and cannot get what I am having now. There are always up and down in our lives, in my life too. I go through the high and down, the smooth and challenges, worries and relax. But what I can said is, no matter what condition I am in, no matter what challenges I am having, I feel calm and relax, because I know God is with me, I know He will bless me, I know He had arranged everything and will blessed me with the best. I know there is nothing for me to worry about. In faith, I believe.


Dear Lord Daddy, 
Thanks for being in my life. thanks fro helping and guiding me. your daughter here maybe disobedience, maybe naughty, maybe lazy, maybe selfish, arrogant, proud, judgemental and bla bla bla. there are a lot of negative characteristics in me which will be a bad testimony for you, but thank you, you still be with me. help me and guide me through all these, so that I wont repeat my mistake again and again, change me as i know, prayer changes things. in jesus name i pray, Amen.