Internship- greatest nightmare

My Dear Blog, Long time no see. I miss you, as this is the only place for me to release everything inside me. I am so stressful these few days. I was shivering in the office. Not only because of the coldness but the stress and nervousness. I don't think I am able to cope with working lifestyle. It is so tiring and so stressful. I was so stressful with the report, more stress then doing assignment or project. Everyone is expecting the high standard and professional thingy from me. What la. I am an intern ok. Please understand la. I want to die already. Huhu.. Really feel like preparing for final, camping in IRC, rushing for Projects and assignments throughout the night is much more easier and relaxing. 
Huh.. Working with two different type of boss. Two is sooooooooooooooooooooooo@#@$#!$#!
one is high expectation, want everything fast, no time for you to think but finished it, very direct in marah-ing people.
another one is never marah people. But when you do thing wrongly, will talk to you in a very sarcastic way. this make me sakit hati the most. The type of face and the content of explanation is so sarcastic.. I don't know how to describe but, its really menyakitkan hati.
Another is my big boss. Met him twice. First time screaming and yelling but today ok ok la. Can laugh and talk nicely. But in the end start to yell again. Luckily the meeting finished. But that 3 hours really like 30000 years for me. Its so scary to be in the meeting with all the high class people. 
SiewChing. Please be more alert and Independent and Aggressive. TanSiewChing. You can!! In God Nothing is Impossible.


Lord dady, Thanks and please continue to bless me. Bless me so that I can stand all the happenings, please...